DiNo eVoLuTioN...

I know that lots of things have been bothering u guys. I know that i m lucky that u guys as i m in kuching and it doesn't bother me that much as i need not to face it everyday. Yeah, it is tough time that we should walk through it together as a family. No worries, i will always be there for you when you need me. Mum and dad, i will always be your children, and the two of you will always be my responsibilities for my whole life eventhough i got married in the future. I will back u up! So don't push yourselves too hard for that. I will worry...

24 June, 11pm, what a bad day...

Today i met two people. The first people (person), i saw him and his family, but i pretended that i didn't see them and i think they saw me too. I have lots of things to tell them, but i can't. I think they won't listen to me too as others had tried before. I couldn't force myself as if nothing happens and i didn't want to pretend as if nothing happens too.Iit is a silent way and indirectly to bring up the message to them that we didn't lie. So i chose to run away.
The second people (person) was my ex-student. We had a really short conversation, around 3minutes, i think. Both of us were not in a rush. The problem was with me. I didn't know what should i speak to him. No common interest and no common topic. I realised that i becomes more and more anti social, most of the time i find it difficult to have conversation with people around me. Sigh! should improve on that....